Claire Shieh 自由飛翔: 2007/06

Lately, I am not writing my blog in Englsih, like I used to. I know some of my friends only read English, and you have been coming to my blog all the time. Even we don't see each other all the time, but you know what is going on in my life. Everytime when I see my firends, they seens like they know everything about my life. Today, I met a guy who is David's old friend from many years ago. And when I tried to interduce myself to him, he told me, he read my blog. (That was odd, ha ha haa, becuase I don't know anything about this guy, but he know a lot about me.) ha ha haaaa, I hope you are not reading this now :P I love blog, even sometimes blogging makes me feel like I am talking to myself (ha ha haaaa) When I start to wrote my blog 2 years ago, my husband was not happy about me share my life on the World Wide Web. He think a Christian should be able to share their faith and life like an open book, but at same time he wants me to know how to protact myself.

Today, I am writing this post to inform you, I am going to decrease writing my blog in English and more focus on writing my blog in Chinese. Becuase many of my old friends don't speak much English. And they are the one don't know God. I really wish this blog will turn into a place for me to share the GOOD NEWS to the Chinese believer and non-believer. I want to have a place that I can share what is God's work in my life and my vision to the nations to the Chinese. I been very blessed to live in Abbotsford BC Canada. Great City, lots people love God here, that really pushs me to grow. I have a great life, I have a most wonderful husband and stable income, This just some of the the promise that I have in Chirst in this life. Also, most of my friends are misssionaries. They go around the world. Even my spiritual parents, every year they travel around the world may times to do mission works. I need to be able to share those stories to the Chinese. Becuase I believe what I see and what I taste aren't only for me, I need to witness the promises I have in Christ to the Chinese.

Also, God is been talking to me about what I spend most of my time on, that is what I love at the most. I love blogging so much, I spending more time blogging than reading His words. I think God thinks is fine to blog, but He is asking me the priority of my life. I am not great at typing Chinese, but if I am going to spend time on writing blog, I wish every moment I spend on the blog means something to someone.

I will keep writing cooking recipe too, Ha ha ha, Chinese people love foods. Thank you so much for reading my blog and willing to know more about me.

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Cranberry Blueberry Muffins 雙莓馬芬（蔓越莓,藍莓) 食譜

Taiwanese style ground pork

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Kartar and his stew!

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Vic is leaving today.

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Vic's going away party

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Righteousness of God

On Sunday's house church, we break into 4 different Churches ( ha ha ha or 4 little group) and we share with people in our own group about what is holding us back from getting know God. For me, I think is busyness. I know I am in the season that I need to work and make money. But sometimes this is killing my relationship with God. Sometimes it's very stressful. for us, every month only for real estate, we have 1500-2000 CAD's bill to pay. Depend on how many deal we do, advertisentment in different news paper and other expenses. Outside of the work, we have two mortgages and living expenses to pay. So much billed to pay and I need to make sure we work hard enough. Busyness is making me stressful. Well, I think it's ok to being busy, but I shouldn't feel streesful. The reason, I feel streesful is because I was fighting it with my own strength. There was so many time in past month, I couldn't control my emotion, I don't like myself being angry or upset. I know that is not what God wants for me. My life should filled with hope, joy, love, and happiness. So many time, I seek God for help. I told God, I can't changed myself, BUT You can changed me.

I share with my sister in my group what is been troubling my heart. They pray for me. I feel so peaceful and changed after. Just like they prayed, Lord is my joy and He is my strength. And I want that. And I am going to get it.

Also I remember Sunday night, Sonja shared about what is righteousness of God. Righteousness is not we try to do something we think is right. We can't be righteousness without God's presents within us. And how to exercis that? You will need to always asked God.... WHERE ARE YOU? In every circumstances you need to asked God .... WHERE ARE YOU, GOD ?

In past couple days, in our work, there was some moments were not easy for us. The decision was not easy for us to make. We have some clients referred by other friends. We show them some houses, they decided to wrote an offer on a house that day. We do not want to put any judgement on any people. But too many of signs told us, they are going to used for illegal propose. We don't know what to do ( so confuse about, are they good people or bad). Only thing we can do is asked God.... WHERE ARE YOU, GOD ? Speak to us. We cried out to God... God, we do not want any people pollute our city. It's been a test for us. But God speak to both of us. and we only want to pleased God. This world told me, I have bills to pay. But when I turn myself to Jesus, He become my righteousness. We drop the deal. His righteousness become mine.

In every circumstances asked Him, God where are you. This is really help me to fix my eyes on Jesus.

I love you, jesus!!
Thank you for the tips Sonja (and Jesus) ^_^